The Gospel we are reflecting on this week tells us of two appearances of Jesus after his resurrection. The disciples hid behind locked doors. They saw and heard the violence of Jesus’ arrest, crucifixion, and burial in the tomb. They had heard but not understood Mary Magdalene’s account of what she saw at the tomb. It is no wonder that they feared being hunted down. Understandably, they had
locked themselves away. Fear can do that.
We do that, too, when we experience fear. We lock ourselves in and others out, often God as well. Fear may not only be of physical violence but also fear of the future, of failure, of vulnerability, of the unknown, of change, among others. We understand that fear is, first of all, protective. Becoming aware of and acknowledging the fear allows us to go within ourselves to examine it with God.
In so doing, we come to greater peace and the ability to unlock a door.
How do you feel when Jesus says, “Peace be with you.”? Burdens are always lighter when God carries them with us. In your fear, will you ask God for courage and greater insight and allow God to share in your burden? Jesus’ words are always there for you, “Peace be with you.”
What are the fears
that lock you in?
What doors do they close in your life?
What are the doors that God is inviting you to unlock?
Hold onto Jesus’ words, “Peace be with you” and offer gratitude.
“It is true. I stand at the door of your heart, day and night.
Even when you are not listening, even when you doubt it could be me,
I am there.
I await even the smallest sign of your response,
even the least whispered invitation
that will allow me to enter.”
(‘I Thirst For You’ excerpt, attributed to St Teresa of Calcutta)
Reflections by Kath Knowles
