Had I been there, would I have reacted the same way as Thomas? I know Jesus died and was buried. How could he have come to speak to the others? Would I also want to see and touch the holes in Jesus’ hands and side where the spear penetrated his chest and heart? Would I doubt and refuse to believe until I saw Jesus for myself? Thomas represents all of us who have not seen or touched the physical
Jesus.
Eight days later, Jesus made another post-resurrection appearance to the disciples when Thomas was present. Jesus again offered peace to the not-yet-confident disciples. Then Jesus invited Thomas to put his fingers into his wounds without being told what Thomas had demanded. There was no scolding or disapproval, only openness, invitation and love.
God also
treats us this way when we doubt. Asking questions and seeking understanding helps us grow. We can do this by listening and speaking to God and others, reading Scripture and spiritual books, and meditating.
Let us look at Thomas' response. Remember that Thomas represents us, too. Did he even put his fingers into Jesus’ wounds, or did he recognise Jesus immediately in his loving gaze and offering of peace?
Jesus invited Thomas to “doubt no longer, but believe”. Thomas responded in a way that leaves no doubt of the depth of his faith: “My Lord and my God!”
Will you say with Thomas, “My Lord and my God!” ?
What are the doubts and questions you have that need answers?
Where will you seek answers? With whom can you share your doubts?
Do you feel that God is patient and completely faithful?
“I come longing to console you and give you strength, to lift you up and bind your wounds. I bring my light to dispel your darkness and all your doubts.”
(‘I Thirst For You’ excerpt, attributed to St Teresa of Calcutta)
Reflections by Kath Knowles
